After leaving home for 4 months plus, tonight, I'm going back.
Feel so relief... Hew...
I'm home. Finally.
我是个很怪的人吧？至少我自己是这么觉得的。有时很吵，有时很静，有时social，有时自闭，有时白目，有时神经质，有时很high，有时很emo……哈哈，我在讲废话而已……
好，我emo完了。读书！感谢我的期末考，让我有stressed到的感觉，才会不断地想写blog。考着期末考的朋友，考试记得加油加油加油！
我现在在写着我的部落格。（写着部落格的HY说）他的十指不断敲击着键盘，像蜜蜂不断亲吻着花蕾，不断地在飞舞，试图把脑海里的一切都化成文字，与大家分享。不知他在想些什么，让我探一探。 （HY兴奋地八卦去了）
你想写些什么？不知道，就随意吧！脑里想着什么，就写什么。如果待会儿你看到什么废话，直接跳过罢。毕竟我写的都不是什么重要的事。如果不重要，那你还写来干啥呢？就只是想些让自己爽而已，没别的意图。可能我写了一大段，你也看不懂我在写什么。不用沮丧，因为你不是我，不知道我在想什么是正常的。对，不用沮丧！如果连我都不知道你再说什么，其他人不了解，那是正常的！如果他们能比我了解你，我干脆离开你算了。但是，你的表达能力很差吗？我觉得还好，就又是言不及义而已。那就不错了！不像我，没什么人知道我在说什么，我说一，他们当我在说十，我说十，他们反而当我在说一了呢！你说，谁比较差？这么看来，你好像比我严重哦？对！不是吗？至少还有人看你在写什么，那么你就该放鞭炮庆祝了！哦？放鞭炮？好像是犯法的！犯就犯吧！难道你想成为莲花？为什么是莲花？（还在努力写着部落格的HY分心问着）莲花，出淤泥而不染！你认为自己是莲花么？我不是莲花，但我努力成为莲花。为什么？因为我是莲藕！哈哈！好冷！看到没？我的鸡皮疙瘩全直立向你敬礼了！真的吗？很抱歉我看不到，你没看到吗？我还在努力的敲击着键盘，很努力的想跟大家分享我的喜悦！喜悦？什么事情那么值得你高兴的？当然高兴啊！就寝时间快到了！我要睡！不行！你怎么能睡？你睡了，我怎么办？什么怎么办，就这么办吧！什么跟什么呀？你就是我，我就是你！你睡了，我还有什么看头？也不只是能呆呆地陪你睡吗？不然你要做什么呢？我不知道，我只知道我不想这么早睡！可是我不想再跟你说话了。你嫌弃我了吗？我们还有漫长的人生要一起走呢！我怎么可能嫌弃你，只是今天有点累。可是跟我进行对话时你根本不必开口说话啊？你开口别人反而把你当成是疯子！我知道你在说什么，可是我真的累翻了，明天再跟你说好吗？那好吧！我就只好配合你了。嘿！既然你很累，怎么还在写着部落格？你的累只是你不想跟我说话的借口吧？骗子！我快要好了。你看！这不就完成了吗？
Click下POST，我和他就这么一起进入梦乡，寻找我们的他了。
今天和有感触eh，我有没有跟大家讲过，长得越大，朋友就好像越少？照理上我们随着年龄的增长，朋友的数量该增加的。可是……不知道，朋友的数量是增加了没错，那些只是嘻嘻哈哈的朋友……能进驻心里的朋友却越来越少。有时会很想念以前时的朋友……看到身边的朋友和他们的新朋友相处得很融洽，我不禁纳闷，真有那么好么？话题有这么多么？还是我该自我反省了呢？怎么别人做得挺好的，是我自身的问题吧？才会让自己落得这般……有次我看到我的教授独自一人在吃午饭，就忍不住想想以后的自己，是不是也会如此？我觉得自己可能把朋友看得太重了，那种若有似无的感觉……唉，有时真的有点寂寞~~~
Why is it 3.5 days? Because it’s only 3.5 days! Haha. It starts from Wed afternoon to Saturday night.
2007 CH 6S1 kiaS from NTU and NUS had a gathering at JP because Gay and Lang is paying us a visit. After the gathering both of them followed us back to NTU. After going back for an hour or two, I went to join them to have a little chat. Erm, till 1 plus. After going back, I rushed my homework till 3 plus as I left it aside for a long time. Lol.
For the 2nd day, I have to wake up at 8 as we (Chien, Lang, Gay, Kim and I) are going to take breakfast together at 830. But end up I’m the one reaching the canteen on time. Chien and lang late for half an hr and gay n kim late for almost an hr. Wah I look damn stupid sitting in the canteen alone. Sob sob. Then that night, I went to my friend’s room to chat. Also till midnight... I’m getting more tiring…
3rd day, after studying, I do my laundry and clean my room. And start studying at night!!!!! Lol, actually also chatting only. Haha. Then hon, kent, kee, and I to go to adm at 3… but it started raining when we are going there so we change our target to International Centre. We brought our food and sat there and chat chat chat. Hoho. And then, end up not enough sleep the nex day also.
4th day, gotta go bank to settle something in the morn, then rush to pasir ris before 12pm. But there’s some misunderstanding thus I din show up in the gathering… wah sad leh. Then after that I pay my unvle a visit. After going home, watch TV somemore.
At last I end up sleeping for 13 hours on Saturday night lol.
This is my 3.5 tiring day.
After school starts for 4 weeks, my honeymoon comes to an END. Yeah, 蜜“月” right… Really only can slack for a month. What will happen after honeymoon end? Bingo! Stress’s waving to me happily… Lalala… Haih.
I started under stress since last week. Assignments to do, reading materials to read… actually assignments are ok, the reading materials is the problem. I can’t really get what it means, thus I have to keep repeating reading the same stuff for hours or even days to understand it. It consumes time… I sooooooooo regret that I didn’t pay more attention in class when I was in school.
And about the hostel points… argh!!!!!! Stress stress stress… If I can’t get enough points, I’ll be kicked out from hostel next year. Bloody hell. Hope that I can pass the main comm interview. If I can pass it, it’d be safer as I got more points than required.
Hope that everything would be fine. Urgh…
Let’s talk about the choir… I’ve joined 3 practices till now… wah it’s horrible! Erm, their pace is fast for me. I don't know why, they can memorise note in a very short time. Lol. It’s very challenging. But I think I’ll get used to their pace sooner or later. It’s just a matter of time... Cause I like choir so much! It’s really scary leh, the conductor will test us one by one. Cant “don’t know pretend know” anymore… a bit stressed... but v fun. Can learn new things too... The conductor is a quite interesting guy… then... Seniors there also very nice to us…
Oh yeah, I’m running for the post of Assistant logistic of the choir. Sat for the interview yesterday… hope that I’ll pass the interview!!! Prey for me…
3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for HY!
Hip hip hurray! Hip hip hurray! Hip hip HURRAY!!!!!!